Gb.

Oh, today was terrible.
Prior to not doing my chemistry homework, because of band, and the fact that i live super far from my school. I didnt have time to finish my homework.

And thus, it led to a whole chain of events. Suchas me made to copy the first chapter of my chemistry textbook after school. And then, I was late for GB.

Ironically, my GB teacher is also my chemistry teacher. She released me at maybe, 2.45pm? ( I have a watch. Accurate digital one.) And then I am told to get changed and rush through my lunch.

There's barely enough time.
And I am suppose to fall in to the Girl's Brigade contigent at 3.00pm.
Of course, I rushed there, and my watch said 3.02pm.
Anyways, the GB has always been falling in early.
So because I was not early, and also late by 2 minutes. Therefore I had to be punished.

And after all the copying from my chemistry textbook, my right hand weakened, I still bravely took the punishment of 20 push ups.
It was uber unglam, but I swallowed my pride and dignity, to take the punishment I so clearly do not deserve.
It was a little harsh..
The Girl's Brigade had never punished a girl with pushups. not even 1.
And here, I am told to do 20.

Okay, this makes me feel better.
But they were really unfair, hello, 2 minutes. 20 PUSHUPS? those were the 1st 20 push ups of my life, frankly.

My arms are aching. and some strange reason, my chest too. And my right arm has been rendered limp by such brutal assault. ( YES lah, Jiexin, I know I am FRAGILE.)

But I am not here to rant about the unfair treatment. I am sure everybody has their days. But this is victory in the Lord for me. Why? I got punished today, twice, once to copy the first chapter of my chem textbook. I did it without giving trouble to my teachers. I did it silently, and I respected her authority over me as my teacher. 6 months ago, profanities would have flown from my mouth and slapped her on her face. I would yell scream and be defiant. ( ask wanzhen)

I am so proud of meself:)

Also, Having given the punishment of 20 pushups that was WAY TOO HARSH. I still did it, I did not sulk, I did not give my teacher the cold shoulder. I didnt even do it reluctantly. I did the 20 pushups with, I would say, excellence in the spirit.

Having said all these, I think I passed the test of respect towards authority and humility.

And even though the teacher was too much, I forgive her. :)

yayness.

Although I did sulk, during GB P&W. And of course I learnt that Jesus wouldn't do that, He wouldn't sulk. So I decided to cheer up.

Oh, btw, the irony of the P&W is that. We are singing praises to our God, why is someone who doesn't believe in him lead the worship?

Sigh, bad point of today was that, I was punished in front of all the sec1 recruits. They probably lost all respect for their senior already. :( And probably heavily regretting joining GB :)

muahahahaha.

And I think I might have migraine. As in there are early signs and symtoms. I am kinda worried.

alright. I have to do my homework soon.

PS: I am so happy I passed those tests. :)